H E A R T

I believe sundae wasnt a coincidence.... Its all planned... So wonderfully, perfectly by the One all Mighty...

Morning service... Din wan to go cos tot it was all the same as fridae, somemore my friends nt going so no point going oso... Somemore slept late the night b4 thinking of some stuff...Drained physically and mentally... Spiritually was dieing... But nevertheless still went cos anyway need to pass hz her present... Sat through the service... Din receive anything cos the drama is the same and the sermon was for salvation so nth much oso... And hz din go for the morning... So went makan with cell...Lunch was quite fun... Shujuns quite nice... Added some life to the conv... But wasnt in gd mood to tok crap... So din really care...
Headed down to Co after tt... Was damn tired, tot of leaving right after giving hz the present... But in the end she came late for her meeting then muz wait for her finsh the meeting... So went upstairs haf a short nap... Finally stoned till the meeting was over... Then she asked me to stay for evening... Was reluctant but cos was really tired but in the end still stayed...

The pastor called for an altar call... He felt tt some was tired and trying to suppress all our probs inside... Trying hard to do the work of God but dun have the strength to... Felt tt was exactly my condition at tt time... Troubled.... With all the stuff and juz wanna close up...
God heard my cry.... Could juz feel the anointing fall and the release in my heart...My heart reviving... "Pumping" hard again... New life into my spirit... Such peace tt I longed for for so so long... Juz felt so loved by the Lord... His love juz embraced me so tight, letting me noe tt Hes always mindful of me... Walking on my right and on my left... In front and behind me... Above me and below me... Supporting me all the way... Such reassurance, such comfort... Exactly wad i needed at tt time... Really thankful to the Lord... Really am... Cant express how grateful I am... He knew me inside out... Exactly wad i need...
Sermon was strengthening... Refreshed me again... Learned quite abit... God still writes memos to us... With only can be read by the heart... Still trying to practice tt... Felt tt everything was planned so perfectly tt dae... Thanks Lord!!! You are ALIVE indeed!!!

----> Currently playing: ' When You Need Somebody' by Natalie Grant

Todae was ok... Quite tired oso... Lessons were slack... Esp amths... Lcp nv even teach... Think shes kinda depressed... Well... Got lotsa work to do later... -B.I.A-

I live to worship you in everything I do
I live to let the world see through me and see you
I live to bless your name
And make your goodness known
I live to worship you alone

I live to know you and love you
To hear the words you say
To serve you and please you
To see you have your way

I hunger to mirror more of you each day
Forever devoted to worship you alone

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