Lonely path

They tell you where you need to go

They tell you when you need to leave

They tell you what you need to know

They tell you who you need to be

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But everything inside you

Knows there's more than what you've heard

There's so much more than empty conversations

Filled with empty words

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And you're on fire when he's near you

You're on fire when he speaks

You're on fire burning out these mysteries

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Give me one more time around

Give me one more chance to see

Give me everything you are

Give me one more chance to be near you

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When everything inside me looks like everything I hate

You are the hope I have for change

You are the only chance I'll take

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I'm standing on the edge of me

I'm standing at the edge of everything I've never been before

And I've been standing on the edge of me, standing on the edge

-onfire;switchfoot-

Storm

How long have I been in this storm?

So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form

Water's getting harder to tread

With these waves crashing over my head

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If I could just see you

Everything would be all right

If I'd see you

This darkness would turn to light

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And I will walk on water

And you will catch me if I fall

And I will get lost into your eyes

I know everything will be all right

I know everything i'ts right

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I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown

So why am I ten feet under and upside down

Barely surviving has become my purpose

Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface

How do you know that you believe?

Sometimes I just want...

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To get away from the reality of this world

To be blinded from my ugliness and weaknesses

To move forward and not look back

To have quality relationships

To just be who I am

To be happy

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Only in your presence

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I just want my life to praise you.

So easily I fall, So easily you reach your hand out

Quickly will I drown in all the pools of all my reason

So easily will I fear,

So easily will your peace surpass me

Quickly will I trust in anything I think is worthy

How many times you make the waves calm down

So I won't be afraid now

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I saw you breaking my, breaking my fall

What am I supposed to do

I saw you breaking my, breaking my fall

What am I supposed to do

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How precious are your thoughts

The many that you think about me

Faithful are your ways

I always feel your grace abounding

Quickly will I call

Quickly will you answer my cry

Carefully will you bring everything I need in my life

How many times you make the waves calm down

So I wont be afraid now

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This narrow road Im walking,

This world I try to draw,

Your work will help me fight it,

With you I'll face it all

------breakmyfall; jeremycamp-----

never give up on me

I am scared to fall,

Scared to carry on,

Am I losing to the cynic after running for so long?

There's a child in me, lost in mystery.

But its buried underneath the earth, longing to be free.

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Will You see me through this valley?

Will You hold my outstretched hands?

As the world caves in around me,

Will You help me understand

Feels like a big part of me is gone

Can't seem to focus on anything

Why do I feel so helpless and weak?

When now is the time I need to stand strong

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Wipe away the tears

Stand up and fight

Birth forth courage within me

The reason to believe

Potter's Hands

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful savior

I know for sure all of my days are held in your hands

Crafted into your perfect plans

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You gently called me into your presence

Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit

Teach me dear Lord to live all of my life

Through your eyes

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I'm captured by your holy calling

Set me apart

I know you're drawing me to yourself

Lead me, Lord I pray

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Take me, mold me

Use me, fill me

I give my life to the potter's hand

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Call me, guide me

Lead me, walk beside me

I give my life to the potter's hand

Vision

"Master, we've worked hard all night and haven't caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets."

When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break. So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them, and they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink.

Wait

Period of molding and refining

Learning to yield

Period of testing and humbling

Learning to seek

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But in my heart I know

This wait will not be in vain

Surrender

When I'm weak You are strong

You are my feet when I can't move on

You are the light in the dark

You are the whisper inside my heart

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I'm all for you

Woke up

Middle of the night

Woke up nowhere

Lost inside

Something is wrong deep within

Because...

I give

Come and fill me holy spirit

Seek the warmth of your embrace

Lord I'm longing for your presence

Just one touch of your grace

I keep on waiting

Waiting on you

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All my life I searched for heaven

My heart it longs for so much more

A love so true now I've found it in you

I keep on waiting

Waiting on you

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Lord I give my life

A living sacrifice I place at your feet

I offer to you

For only you can satisfy my longing

Jesus you're all I desire

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Lord I give my life

A living sacrifice I place at your feet

More than what this world offers

You are my only treasure

My world means nothing without you

Haiz...

Sometimes...

I should just keep my stupid mouth shut...

Oasis

Wonder if this would ever end

Being stuck for so long

What was needed was just twelve days

But it seemed lyk forty years to me

Trying not to look back to the good old times in Egypt

Sometimes I just couldnt help it

Im thirsty and hungry

In this dry and desert land

Looking for an oasis

At the Cross

Oh Lord You’ve searched me

You know my way

Even when I fail You

I know You love me

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Your holy presence

Surrounding me

In every season

I know You love me

I know You love me

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At the cross I bow my knee

Where Your blood was shed for me

There’s no greater love than this

You have overcome the grave

Your glory fills the highest place

What can separate me now

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You go before me

You shield my way

Your hand upholds me

I know You love me

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And when the earth fades

Falls from my eyes

And You stand before me

I know You love me

I know You love me

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You tore the veil

You made a way

When You said that

It is done

Win

When I walk through the lowest valley

I know you are there

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Such familiar tune

Yet many a times its unable to reach deep down

With the voices around laughing and tauting me

Pointing to the scars of the past

And the storms of the future

Such intense grip of fear and uncertainty

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I need to fight

I want to win

I desire to overcome

I longed for your might move

I yearned to rise up again

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So won't you take my hands

Walk me through

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Just you and me

We'll conquer mountains

Broken

Falling apart

Reaching end of the line

Looking for my place in this demanding world

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Had thorns placed on my sides

Tears of pain falling down

It hurts so bad I'm crying out

Problems never ending

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Struggling aimlessly

Burdens too heavy to carry

Just want to feel loved instead of all the pain

But no one's listening anyway

Mad rush

Life have been a mad rush lately... Really stretched lyk crazy... Everydae is packed with so many things and sometimes I just wished that I can just leave everything aside and not care about anything... My planner is so filled with tasks everydae and Im just trying my best to clear everything and not to pile up my work, and also trying to cope with my training timings... Sometimes my physical being just cant take it and break down... So was sick last week and now still on the way to recovery... Doubt could recover fast, looking at the pace that Im going... Not to mention that I intended to study every sat morning... Struggling to cope with my assignments liaoz let alone having studying time... GOSH!!! Haiz... Need the strength of God...

------> Playing: " Promise of a Lifetime"- Kutless

Really addicted to this song... Kinda totally express what I'm feeling now... Gonna be some changes happening in my life, my ministry... Surprised that Ps Foo preached on changes on Sat... Really needed tt... Learning how to cope with them and move into a new season with God... Pray that I'll breakthrough in the diff things that God spoke to me!

Promise of a Lifetime

I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I’m feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away
Then I remember the pledge you made to me
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I know you’re always there
To hear my every prayer inside I’m clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime

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Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow through the change
I still remember the pledge you made to me

Dread

My decision can not be put off again,
I see the right choice,
But my heart is filled with dread
It all seems backwards in my head.
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I know it seems too wrong to be right
This way is so much harder to fight
But in the end I know it's true
This way is better, it's better for you

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Choose a little pain and gain a life with joy
Accepting pleasure now
Will earn a life of pain
It all seems backwards in my head.

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Sometimes I wonder why it's this way
When it's done the burden is gone
This discomfort will be taken away
As soon as it's over, it's over for me

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Kutless-Better for you

For when I am weak, then I am strong

Really ministered by the song come by here... Somehow the lyrics just fit all tt I'm experiencing and feeling inside of me right nw... Starting to feel the pressure from starting of school... So many things cuming up and just feeling so overwhelmed by the diff things happening ard me... Trainings and love fiesta plus all the studying and constant revisions... Somehow the school just dun understand tt we are lyk J2s and heading for As... Not to occupy us with all these activities and taking up our study time... Haiz..
Lyk what pas matt says, the real struggle begins when we are back in reality... The real world... I'm feeling it nw... So evident... Physically demanding, mentally draining and emotionally sucked dry... Haiz shant say too much here, want to know come ask me k... Gotto be willing to pay the price... Easier said than done... Trying hard...
Can foresee some of the challenges ahead of me this coming year... Even right nw some of them are already here and some still yet unseen... A part of me just feared to even face them, because I know its gg to be tough... By Gods grace 2006 I pulled thru, now 2007, the waves are higher and the storm is fiercer... But somehow I noe I have to step out of my boat and walk through once again and its only by the Spirit tt I'll be able to overcome each one of them... Pray for me will you?
Timely verses from God spoken thru His servants to me... Proverbs 3: 5,6 , Isaiah 43, 2Cor12:9... Gotta really apply them in my life...