Hussle and buzzle...

Stupid flu... Think my nose gonna drop soon... Prelims starts on fri.. Brilliant... I need to study!!! Cant stay at home to study... Gt too many temptations ard... Gosh... Theres so little time left for everything...
Arrrgh... So many things needed to be done... Stressed up... Dun provoke me or Ill bite you!

>>> currently playing: 'Fall afresh on me' by New Creation

Exactl wad I need... My temporary remedy... Been thinking alot recently... Forget it... Now back to work...



___fading

And as you move on, remember me

Remember us and all we used to be

the race

Somehow Ive lost it all

Lack of motivation

No matter how hard I try

The results were still terrible

Feeling helpless

Splitting headaches and tiredness

Pressure is building up

The heat is on

Wished it could be over soon

...

Bon voyage

Bro left for aus todae for his pilot training... Gonna miss him... Hes nt going to be back till end of Sep... No one to stand up for me when they pick on me le... Haiz... Nw they can pick on me all they wan liaoz... I named it chun wang chi han.... Hes gone nw and life gonna get tougher on me... They lyk to pick on me becos I wont fight back even when Im nt in the wrong unlike my bro... Tts makes them think tt Im nice to bully... Its nt wad they think... Juz dun wan to blow the matter up... Tolerance... Got a huge pile of work staring right into my face... No mood to complete them... SIanz... Dieing to hear "You are God"...Was hooked onto it when shujun led tt during ex... But candice say its quite an old song... Cant find it...

The word called baptism seems to be ringing in my mind... The fear tt cripples me... Nt going to find a way ard it... Gonna walk through it...

Your power, your strengh and your might

Gives me courage to stand up and fight

And proclaim You are God

You are God

Rather disappointed with my results... Or rather my studies... Muz buck up!!!

STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!

If only you noe...

emotions is dead

Homesick

You're in a better place,

I've heard a thousand times

And at least a thousand times

I've rejoiced for you

But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry

Is how long must I wait to be with you

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I close my eyes and I see your face

If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place

Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

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I've never been more homesick than now

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Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways

The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know

But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same

Cause I'm still here so far away from home

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In Christ, there are no goodbyes

And in Christ, there is no end

So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have

To see you again