sting

ever did I wondered

now proven true.

ever did I feared

now faced reality

is it all just official

or a broken promise

`imdonewithit

Love

It is difficult to demostrate love whe you feel little or no motivation, but love in its truest form is not based on feelings but a determination to show thoughtful actions even when there seems to be no reward.

- Quoted from Fireproof-

desert

Children of Israel
40 years wandering in the desert
Many died due to rebellion, sin and unbelief

I must walk out of it
I dont want to die
I want to see the promised land come to pass
But why is it so much to bear
Make me or break me
Pathways in the desert, streams in the wasteland
I need to believe

foundations

God...

What is life all about?

What will my future be like?

Where are you leading me?

What is my purpose in life?

What is your dream for me?

-fundamental questions brought about by an ordeal of fever...

Pride away

A forgotten life record of mine... Been long since Ive post, dunno why suddenly feel like posting when I have tons of work waiting to be done... Dunno what to say, where to start Uni life is sapping the life out of me, dun like it at all... But oh well its just part and parcel of life Ive to go thru... Cant wait for hols to come, that long break... Need to pull up my grades badly...
Just had Sunday youth Levites gathering yesterday... Never felt God break me so badly before, deep calling unto deep, that particular fear that Ive hidden so well and never thought of it being resurfaced again was dugged up by the Almighty God, just one touch of His hand, just felt Him literally bringing me back on my journey to pick up those particular pieces again... To stare face to face at that giant once again... Couldnt say that Ive totally defeated it, but Ive got to understand why God gave me my theme verse for the year to be Jer 17:7,8... And it was yesterday that I finally got to experience that confidence and courage in God that Ive nv had and I know that Ill nv have it unless Im in God... Cant express fully in words but all I can say that God is God... and we mere humans?- Submission will always be the best remedy...

Somewhere between the hot and the cold

Somewhere between the new and the old

Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be

Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

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Somewhere between the wrong and the right

Somewhere between the darkness and the light

Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me

Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

`

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense

Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle

With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is

But will we trade our dreams for His

Are we caught in the middle

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Somewhere between my heart and my hands

Somewhere between my faith and my plans

Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves

Somewhere between a whisper and a roar

Somewhere between the altar and the door

Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more

Somewhere in the middle You'll find me

`

Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side

Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle

`

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