Was cell yesterdae... Totally drained after skool with all the tests and stuff... Din really feel lyk going for cell... But still went in the end... Celebrated bethes bdae... Started cell... Mind nt really working already... Cell ended late rushed home with nigel in cab... The cab driver was driving me mad... Turned rounds and rounds... Wondered if he understood eng... Cant even differentiate hid left and right... OMG... Was feeling tt something was nt right in the cab... Nt the cab... It was me... Inside of me there was something wrong... Could sense it...
Reached home got a big scolding as usual... Went quickly to shower... Felt really uptight... Something was definately nt right... Inside of me was stirring... Took a quick bath then went into my rm and did my devotions... When I opened the bible... I could feel my head bursting... It was unbearable... Nt those kind of sharp pain but it really felt lyk my brain was going to explode inside of me... My heart also felt so tight that I struggled to breathe... I was helpless totally helpless... No strength to do anything at all to save myself... I rolled on the floor in tears and almost felt lyk banging my head against the wall... It was so unbearable... The only thing that came to my mind was Jeremiah 1... Read it b4 but could not really remember... Jer 1... Jer 1... I cried out to the Lord... Called upon the name of Jesus... But all that came was Jer 1... The pain din stop... Luckily my phone was nearby... Called someone to pray for me but she asked me to tell my parents... Din really help alot cos my parents were lyk in other rooms busy with their stuff and I din haf the strength to call for help... N The most they would do is to ask me go slp and rest... No point... So I was lyk forget it and threw my phone aside... For a moment I thought tt I was almost going to die... Really...
Thx God the pain ceased after a long struggle... I laid on my bed breatheless... Weak... Thx God for His mercy... Thx God tt someone is there to help... Thx God... What an experience... Manz... It was so scary... Jeremiah 1... I knew it was Your healing power...
Flying off tml... Say hi to thai...
I don't know what you saw in me
But I'm glad you believed
In spite of my condition
That your mission was to rescue my heart
Don't understand the sacrifice
Why you gave up your life for the sake of my soul
Only heaven knows
But I'm glad you believed
In spite of my condition
That your mission was to rescue my heart
Don't understand the sacrifice
Why you gave up your life for the sake of my soul
Only heaven knows
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There's a mystery that lies
Within the logic of your love
There's an undying mercy
That I'm unworthy of
There's a mystery that lies
Within the logic of your love
There's an undying mercy
That I'm unworthy of
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If that isn't reason enough to love you
Reason enough to give you
All of my heart and soul
There'll never be a reason
If that isn't reason enough to trust you
Reason enough to give you
All of my life I know
There'll neaver be a reason
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If that isn't reason enough to love you
Reason enough to give you
All of my heart and soul
There'll never be a reason
If that isn't reason enough to trust you
Reason enough to give you
All of my life I know
There'll neaver be a reason
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If that isn't reason enough
You have opened my eyes to see
The miracle you have made of me
I am your creation
So keep reminding me
You have opened my eyes to see
The miracle you have made of me
I am your creation
So keep reminding me
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There's a mercy so much stronger
Than the weakness in me
And there are glimpses of your power
That make it easy to believe
There's a mercy so much stronger
Than the weakness in me
And there are glimpses of your power
That make it easy to believe
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Thx for being there... Your concern made me well~
