Persecution season frm family, pressure frm studies, personal struggles... All these left me breatheless gasping for air... Calling for help... Went down in my pits... Sealed myself... But I thank God that Hes always faithful... Always hearing... Always there to pick me up again... Sending individuals to encourage me... Speaking to me through sermons and altar calls... Being so evident in my life even when I din seek and ask for Him... He knows my needs, my fears, my struggle, my anxiety... Always filling me up with His peace and grace... Queching my thirst...
Felt so blessed to be a child of God... Strengthened me each time I falter... Different individuals giving me the support and encouragements tt I need... Even praying for me... Asking me to hang on and be strong... Asking me not to give up but to persevere on... Really thx God for them... Realised the importance of the body of Christ... For one cannot function alone without the body...
------> Now playing: 'Out of Me' by Planet shakers
God fixed an appointment to meet me todae... Its lyk everthing was planned... Was actually suppose to stay at home to study... But was hoping tt I wld be able to go for EX... Woke up early to do my work... As the time passed by... I struggled to pop the q to my mum... " Can I go out?" was stuck at my throat... Juz felt the Lord prompting me, "U have to ask kid, dun be afraid for Im in control..." So after much tugging in my heart... I asked... And my mum actually agreed after much persuasion though I got nagged lyk mad... I was lyk woah... Thx God!... We kinda made a pact with her tt I shld be home by 7... Cabbed down to Co... Got caught in the pouring rain and traffic jam... But when I stepped into Co... I felt diff... The song played was seeping right through my heart... Every word of the song... My refuge... The presence of God was there... As I was worshipping... Felt really previleged to be in the house of God... dwelling among His pple prasing his name... Nv appreciate it in the past but now when its taken away, I begin to noe how important it is to me... The worship was good... Every part of it... The song the backup singers the musicians... Was soaked in the presence of God...
There was this part of the testimony sharing... Wanted to tesify of the goodness of God but was too afraid... Lyk so many pple la... Didnt... But couldnt contain it inside my heart... I have to testify... Told myself if theres a chance again there Ill go...
Sermon was lyk speaking to me... Straight at my face... Really felt tt God wans to speak to me throught tt sermon... Everything juz so right... Altar call was strengthening.... Thx God for Adrain... Always asking me to be strong... The Lord spoke through him... Adrain said something lyk... My father is a fighter and I am His daugther... Always rmb who I am... Get of of my cave and be strong... Felt strengthened and for tt I will stand tall for the Lord...
Testified for the Lord... That took me alot alot alot of courage... Was scary standing in front... Took the mike and there was no turning back...Felt tt if I dun share Ill dui bu qi God and I wont leave with a peaceful heart cos Hes juz too gd to me le... Shared abt how God was faithful and in control... Actually tot abt wad to share b4 I go up but when I went up it all went blank... Lyk making a fool out of myself up there but in front of the family of God nt so bad la and thats for the Lord so din really care... Wasnt eloquent lyk the rest of them but hope tt that will bring a smile on Gods face and encourage the youths...
All in all God has been good... Cant express how thankful I am...Though the future seems uncertain... But I know tt everything works out for good for those who hope in the Lord and by faith Ill walk and stand firm in the Lord for He is faithful... Thx you Lord! And thx to those standing together with me... Pats on the back, prayers, msgs... Really appreciate u guys!!
I’ve been quiet for way too long
It’s time to make a sound
It’s time to let it all out
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In my heart is a rising song
A song of victory
Of all You’ve done for me
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What can I say
You blow me away
Throwing off restraint
I’ll praise You recklessly
Coz I want the world to see
I want the world to see Your glory
Fill me up so much that
You bust out of me
Coz I want the world to see
I want the world to see Your glory
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Youve been a great blessing to me...
1 comment:
Hi gal, i'm truly enocouraged by your testimony on sat.. it wasn't one of those that is well prepared but it was one of those that truly reveal the heart of God and the Work of God.. tks.. I know u are going thru a lot of things recently, things seems not going the way u wan, but i reasllii beleive tat God gonna lift u up and use u .. yea gal, let's believe together.. ya maybe hte next breakthru in ur commitement will be coming for friday prayer mtg ..haaa okie'll i'll stop here.. juz let ui now my house is still open for u
but now adays no one cook n i will get food outside near lot one.. hee
love
Mingzhu
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